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[Ingwaz]

so much has been going on..I'm sick and drugged-tired...but wanted to bring this up so I can elaborate later.

withdrew from my class. Was doing great in it and was loving it but all the sudden i just couldn't go anymore. I withdrawl officially tomorrow. I feel bad but my aggoraphobia still has me, obviously.


also..



I TOLD JUAN I LOVED HIM TODAY!!! :D I was soooo happy. He cried :o and then held me and whispered in my ear that he loves me too. I actually posted how I feel about this in the artistic therapy forum.


sleepy..sleepy...

SOOO HAPPY! Juan! (Lovvles))

[senny]

heya ingy.. CONGRATS about juan!!!!

I'm sorry to hear about the agoraphobia comine back, but before you withdraw, have you spoken with the school about taking the course distance learning over the internet? especially given the agoraphobia, they may be able to allow you to do this... It might be worth a shot, than you can still take your course, but not have to be outside the house....

Congrats again about juan!!!

[Ingwaz]

Heya SEN! I would love to take the class, but I get very distracted while on the computer and I know taking an on-line class would be very difficult for me. It's okay I guess, I can't really work either. I've decided the best job for me would be to get married some day and be a stay at home mom. My sister in WA (USA) is doing that and I really admire her and want to be just like her, even after all these years :blush:

and I'm so so happy about Juan. He's a real rare find; he's not like most the other men I know. He's respectful, honourable, and a real gentleman.

I miss him already. lol! :o

*snugglesnuggles on senny*

[senny]

I totally understand about getting distracted online i'm most definitely that way as well, always multitasking, i took a few distance learning courses that were offered at other campus' and it took lots of will power for me to be able to just sit and do the work and not wander off to other websites...

Thats awesome that you want to be like your sister, and you know there are lots of ways you can work from home too... you've got lots of time to figure it all out!!!!

best of luck with you and juan, i'm glad he makes you happy!!

[Lara]

Dear Ing,
have you thought about finishing up the course at home? I don't mean online, but by other means. Here we have something called Open Learning which is part of Adult Tertiary Education. All the information and modules are sent in paper form and sent back that way as well. The time frame is good 'cause it can be extended if necessary.

You're extremely talented with your writing and your art work. You always have been. You could always concentrate your talents in that area if you wanted to do that. The big plus with doing that is that it's something you really love. My son had many problems with his health when beginning high school and that's what was suggested to us. Get a mentor, get him busy with the thing or things where he excels already, and that's what he did. It's not the same path as everyone else, but everyone is an individual and the outcome of a different path can be just as fulfilling and useful and enjoyable as going the mainstream route.

take care of yourself there, and feel stronger soon,
Love,
Lara