Moobuggies
01-21-2007, 02:46 AM
Sure I'm 28 now but you were still too young to die. I was a teenager and I just hated everyone, I didn't know you'd be gone... and years went on... I took you for granted. I miss you. I was 23, pregnant, alive, skeptical. It was only a word to me, CANCER. My son was sick, my mother was sick, so sick, I just soaked you in. That day was ****. For you and me. Nobody told me because Damien was SO sick too. I don't really feel much. I just miss you. I'm really alone Mom, Dad is still messed up and all I have is Scott. I have Damien but I wish I wasn't so sad. I feel pain but it's just worse than that. Why didn't you tell me I had a sister? Matt told me. I was SO lonely... and you knew this... I'm SAD Mom... I'm SAD you're gone. Your grandson is so handsome. You'd LOVE him... I brought him to your grave. We miss you Mom... and there is nothing we can do. I quit smoking though... my son is more important than the pain I feel for you....I love you.