I thought about you today Patty!

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Hi Patty

It is late and I'm sure that if everything went as planned you and baby are resting now. I can't wait until you get home and have time to catch us all up on how things went, what baby boy looks like, is he eating good and all that. Also how are you holding up? Just wanted you to know that my mind kept going to how are you off and on all day today. Let us know when you get a chance. Details, details, hair - a lot or little, color of it and weight, height and what did grandmother say. Sister's reaction when she first saw him, anything you would be willing to share I'd love to hear.

[potatobug72]

this was my former name lol-I changed it to"72" cause i forgot what my name was, I think Ive done this a few times.....so sorry to inconvenience anyone....but i am not so stable anymore, my children are well...my son is now walking I see from these threads that i had come home from the hospital with him-a little over a year ago.I have a difficult time with flying into rages, extreme irritablilty and mood swings.my doctor dosent seem to take it seriously and i thought of ending it all just three weeks ago, i cant live this way I cant keep expecting my family to put up with me.I lost my mom in october halloween,to a massive heart attack.I dont think Ill ever be the same.My heart aches every day for her.I am shifting moods so quickly,am so unstable.I am not making much sense here either I dont think.My children are my saving grace, i dont want to harm them with my words or actions,thank god for my husband and his strength.but thank you for your posts and ill try to keep in touch this time-

patty