jen1981
09-24-2009, 11:53 AM
Hello there
I may be in the wrong forum but just thought i would ask.
I have been interested in and have read up on mpd quite a lot and somthing happened recently that i have some questions about.
I have been with my boyfriend for a couple of months. He is bi sexual and very into pain . I am not so much but as i love him i dont mind/ quite enjoy doing this and that for him as long as it doesnt hurt him too much/scar etc.
Today i was sitting between his legs, i told him to put his hands behind his back, i gave him a bit of a blow job and then started to slap his inner thighs and balls and pinch his nipples hard while masterbating him, at one point i grabbed his neck and pushed his head back in a fake strangle hold not for long and also pushed his down onto his chest and held his legs to create the illusion of being trapped and unable to move etc He was very much enjoing it, as i masterbated the slapping and the pinching got much much harder and ..... well ,
he started to growl, quietly at first and then louder and louder, his whole body tensed and his eyes changed, they didnt glaze exactly but went more intense starting at me and the growling got realy deep, like a wolf, it wasnt a fake put on growl it was animal like and came from deep within his chest... then suddenly he jumped up grabbed me by the thoat pinned me down and forced himself inside me ... now thats fine by me ( although i was a bit shocked as i was doing the whole dom/slave thing so not the correct way to act!) anyway he was inside me still growling and trying to bite my neck, so i had to pull his hair quite hard to stop him from doing that........ then suddenly he slowed down , almost stopped and said "oh my god" meaning what am i doing here .. and i said are you ok, and he said yes but i blanked out, i havnt blanked out during sex for years .......
He didnt remember the growling or the jumping on me or trying to bite me atal.
Later i asked him about it, he said it had happened a number of times before with another girlfriend,usually when she gave him oral sex for a long time, he said he would get dizzy and lightheaded and then remember nothing.
She called in wolfing out and although hed never realy hurt her he said that he did sometimes come round and she had blood on her neck where he had bitten her.
I wasn't scared but im sure many girls in my situation would have been .. also although he didnt hurt me, he could have done and im just wondering if anyone has any ideas about what this could be.
I asked him if he has any bad childhood past, abuse or bad memorys etc and he said no, may not be true .. but maybe he hasnt or maybe he doesnt remember ... or maybe i am barking up the wrong tree so to speak.
Hope someone can help x
I may be in the wrong forum but just thought i would ask.
I have been interested in and have read up on mpd quite a lot and somthing happened recently that i have some questions about.
I have been with my boyfriend for a couple of months. He is bi sexual and very into pain . I am not so much but as i love him i dont mind/ quite enjoy doing this and that for him as long as it doesnt hurt him too much/scar etc.
Today i was sitting between his legs, i told him to put his hands behind his back, i gave him a bit of a blow job and then started to slap his inner thighs and balls and pinch his nipples hard while masterbating him, at one point i grabbed his neck and pushed his head back in a fake strangle hold not for long and also pushed his down onto his chest and held his legs to create the illusion of being trapped and unable to move etc He was very much enjoing it, as i masterbated the slapping and the pinching got much much harder and ..... well ,
he started to growl, quietly at first and then louder and louder, his whole body tensed and his eyes changed, they didnt glaze exactly but went more intense starting at me and the growling got realy deep, like a wolf, it wasnt a fake put on growl it was animal like and came from deep within his chest... then suddenly he jumped up grabbed me by the thoat pinned me down and forced himself inside me ... now thats fine by me ( although i was a bit shocked as i was doing the whole dom/slave thing so not the correct way to act!) anyway he was inside me still growling and trying to bite my neck, so i had to pull his hair quite hard to stop him from doing that........ then suddenly he slowed down , almost stopped and said "oh my god" meaning what am i doing here .. and i said are you ok, and he said yes but i blanked out, i havnt blanked out during sex for years .......
He didnt remember the growling or the jumping on me or trying to bite me atal.
Later i asked him about it, he said it had happened a number of times before with another girlfriend,usually when she gave him oral sex for a long time, he said he would get dizzy and lightheaded and then remember nothing.
She called in wolfing out and although hed never realy hurt her he said that he did sometimes come round and she had blood on her neck where he had bitten her.
I wasn't scared but im sure many girls in my situation would have been .. also although he didnt hurt me, he could have done and im just wondering if anyone has any ideas about what this could be.
I asked him if he has any bad childhood past, abuse or bad memorys etc and he said no, may not be true .. but maybe he hasnt or maybe he doesnt remember ... or maybe i am barking up the wrong tree so to speak.
Hope someone can help x