I hate myself

[Ioskeha]

All I can ask is why? Why did I let myself become who I am? Why?! There is not one single aspect about myself that I like.

I've wasted my life. I have no friends, my family hates me, I've never been in a serious relationship, haven't had sex in so long that I don't even remember what it feels like, and I don't see anything changing at all. What is the point? Why do I keep going? Why?!

I'm so lonely. . .

[houghchrst]

Welcome back Ioskeha. Did you ever manage to find time to start therapy? Are you still working at the same job with all the traveling?

Did you get a chance to check into any of the books that were recommended?

Just wondered if since you were here last if you have been trying to do any of the suggestions that were made to you to try to help.

Sitting and moping about how miserable your life is never got anyone very far, though a little why me and a bit of a self pity may help release a little bit of that misery, a continuation is not good.

It is good to see you back, at least it shows that you still want help/advice now you just need to do something about how miserable you are. You are the only one who can. You don't see anything changing because you probably aren't changing anything.

Get to work man, take charge of life, you have been given many suggestions, go back through your last posts if you need to and you will see them all and I am sure others may come along with even more.

[Mal L]

To find your last posts and their replies, click on your own name and wait for the drop-down menu. Then click on find posts. With that, you can access all the past posts and replies, where you got advice.

[houghchrst]

Thank you Mal, I had forgotten to mention that.

[clouds z]

things arent that bad

[clouds z]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3tI1UEPrYkE

i think thats the right video