ok...

[yoyo_girl]

it's always true... or has been since 2002.. this is my home, I always come back. I love you guys, warts and all. But it is always true that eventually I have to leave. It's not a ploy or attention-getter. It just becomes out of balance for me and it becomes either not good for me, or I become not good for other people.

I am in a deep crisis right now. I appreciate all of you who have been there and tried to help me. I have done the same whenever i could over the years.

I love you guys and I will be back again at some point, but for now I have to go. It isn't fair to ask other people with their own issues to put up with my crisis. I'll let someone know how i am doing so no one will be left in the dark.

[bizi]

Dear Yo yo girl,
Know that we care about you and want you to be safe.
please let us hear from you when ever you feel like it.
nice chatting with you and take care.
Make a list of goals and take baby steps each day toward something....
Move forward everyday creating your life as you see fit!
((((HUGS))))
bizi
You can do this...you are heading in the right direction you really are.

[waves]

i understand in general about leaving for a while, though i cannot hide my sadness. but i just havvvvve to say something about this:It isn't fair to ask other people with their own issues to put up with my crisis.YES IT IS. this is a place for support, and IS fair for you to be here with us and lean on us when you need. that's what it's all about! i suspect these feelings come with being in the crisis you are in.I'll let someone know how i am doing so no one will be left in the dark.oh good. thank you. we care about you, and we miss you, and we want to know how you are... crisis, no crisis, on top of the world... whatever be YOUr situation... we care about YOU.

in the interim i sure will miss you. you have been a great comfort to me, you have reached out from your own crisis... you have helped me. I hope it has not been "too much"; but for what is done, i at least want to let you know how precious that has been.

please be kind to yourself... please stay safe, and trudge forward... and don't stay away tooo long! :o

love and warm soft hugs

~ waves ~

[Bdix30]

I hope its a short break, and I hope you remember to be kind to yourself. I'd have to agree with waves - this is the place for venting! Things are weird because of the split - but please remember that we're all here for you when your ready to come home. :)

(((hugs)))
Bobi

[yoyo_girl]

I feel better. I do. A few days of invisibility and avoiding being here was good for me. It kept me from dwelling. (a bucket of risperdal didn't hurt either :rolleyes:)

I am sorry to have left quite that way. I don't ususally come back so quick... what was it before? a year? But you guys have been such a tremendous support for me recently. I needed you and you were there. Thank you :):):)

[Bdix30]

So glad to see you! Buckets of risperdal for the win!!! :D

You sound better here then you have for awhile. Thats great. Was concerned about you.

(((hugs)))