Dixiebell
05-09-2009, 06:21 AM
Hi -new here - your forum was highly recommended. My son is Joe, he's 18. He was diagnosed with mental retardation at three, autism at six, and I saw his first seizure at ten. Sometimes Joe would make horrible faces at me - but he's such an angry child I never knew why until he dropped to the floor one day with a grand mal. Hundreds of seizures later, I understand that the face making, running around crazily in the middle of the night and marching all over the house was either the beginning or the end of a seizure. Some mother huh - I thought he was sleepwalking.
I'm in tears as I write this - eight years later - and tons of medication and he's still seizing - lately up to two times a day. They've changed in nature - now the corners of his mouth drop - it's pretty horrible - and 10-15 seconds later it's finished. He's not back to normal right away - he can't seem to form a coherent thought for a while. He's been followed by a neurologist over 100 miles away and a three hour drive. I've called - his neurologist just keeps upping his medication - sees him once a year to check the levels and "listen" (yeah right) to me. He had the MRI (is it MRI - I'm not thinking clearly today) a year ago - nothing had changed so why do his seizures keep changing - why does he have them so often now? Why isn't the medication working?
I heard I could pour my heart out here.
I'm in tears as I write this - eight years later - and tons of medication and he's still seizing - lately up to two times a day. They've changed in nature - now the corners of his mouth drop - it's pretty horrible - and 10-15 seconds later it's finished. He's not back to normal right away - he can't seem to form a coherent thought for a while. He's been followed by a neurologist over 100 miles away and a three hour drive. I've called - his neurologist just keeps upping his medication - sees him once a year to check the levels and "listen" (yeah right) to me. He had the MRI (is it MRI - I'm not thinking clearly today) a year ago - nothing had changed so why do his seizures keep changing - why does he have them so often now? Why isn't the medication working?
I heard I could pour my heart out here.