Hello, where some of our "old" members?

[Momtomany]

Hi Ttroop and Cutter,

I remember Tonya from before the "crash," I'm wondering where Rainy Tuesday and LilyPat are. I'm sorry my 69 year-old brain doesn't recall any other names right now, but I you are important to the group and I hope you all will come back soon and the new members will start a post something.

Tonya I hope you are doing better.

A word of introduction. I support my daughter-in-law (DIL) who has been diagnosed with DID/MPD for six+ years. It would be nice to hear from some of the others who have joined. I may be very undependable about being here for the next few weeks. DIL is a survivor of SRA and October is not the best month in the calendar for her and her system.

Best wishes to everyone.
Mom

[Momtomany]

It's good to see you Silence.

It's good to hear that Rainy is getting on with her doctoral work. If you are in touch, tell her I asked about her and wish her well on getting that finished.

Also good to hear that LilyPat is doing art work. Hope they both are doing well.

Mom

[RainyTuesday]

Hi, MTM....silence....Tonya. I guess I am part of the "old" group! TeeHee!!!


Has LilyPat and Snaps showed up yet? I know we have to re-register, so maybe they chose another name.

A word of intro....I am Rainy and was dx'ed a few years ago with DID. I had a "meltdown" from someone at work mis"handling" me and I am working to get my life in order and get my degree. 20+ hours a day. Need to finish this up!

Guys, I am doing all right. Still working on that Ph.D! and December is looming. :eek:

Thought I would drop in. Realize that, Tonya, as I become more aware of the difficulties with losing time, I seem to do that a lot more than I thought I did. I just tend to get "filled in" by the others to know where I am and the major happenings, though I may not be able to recall details.

Still fighting major med probs. Not been to T for months....no time :eek: !

Soon!

Love you all,

Rainy

[RainyTuesday]

Are they doing all right? I can't stay long. But this place was really such a lifesaver! I have come a long way.....was pretty messed up the first year the DID made itself known. Still planning on writing that book! Now :rolleyes: to get THIS thing done!


Hugs and kisses!

Rainy

[TTroop]

It's good to see some familiar "faces" again!! I have been working part time, 20 hours a week, 4 hours a day, at walmart as a cashier. It is difficult for me, dealing with all the people but we need the money. I also am taking an online class with school, Algebra... fun, fun...

Things have been a bit difficult the past few weeks, I was in the psych hospital for a week and then my partner got admitted two days after I got out for liver damage... from what, they don't know! But now we are all home and trying to get back in to the swing of things...

The babies are in preschool 2x a week and loving it so that is good!! :)

Hope you are all doing o.k.
Good to here from you!
Tonya

[Momtomany]

Good to see you Rainy. Good luck and Godspeed on your work for your doctorate. Let us know when you get that book going. I'm always looking for another book to buy and read.

I have a drawer full of books on MPD, etc., that I need to get rid of. Am thinking about taking them to the libarary to see if they would put them on the shelves. When I was looking for a book on MPD at our library, there was only one in our whole library system.

Take care.

MTM

[RainyTuesday]

Thanks MTM and silence! {{{hugs}}}

God speed is what I need! It has been a working summer, to say the least!!! Some day I get to be a real person again!!! Tired of doing this, but still I keep going. Can't give up!!! NO, no, no :rolleyes:

Love to you all!!!! I will return!!!

Love,

Rainy

[LilyPat]

I'm back:) Gods, I've missed you guys! momtomany can tell you about the excuse for my absence--I've been getting the snot beaten out of me on a brutal, bully-run board called The Black Vault:p

Not fun, but most awakening survivors of government mind control programs arrive there sooner or later, due to the site's posting of FOIA documents. (IOW, it's a "fly-paper site", monitored by the intel agencies) So I decided it was worth the abuse if I could establish a continuing thread on trauma-based mind control there. And I think I was right...at least today I do:rolleyes:

Now that I've finally found y'all again, I'm going to have to catch up on your news. I'm sorry to see so few people here, though--does anyone have email addy's to alert the others who used to post on the old board to the fact that it's back up?

On Friday, I'm to meet a young man who is DID, so I'm gathering info and helpful sites for him to use to inform himself and find some support. And this is the first one I'll give to him:)

LilyPat

[RainyTuesday]

Hi LilyPat,

Good to see you! I am now VERY Movement-challenged, so until this attack calms down, I can't write much. But it is wonderful to see you again!!! I will continue to keep an eye out for you and the others! Love ya!

Rainy

[LilyPat]

I'm so happy to see that you're here! But sorry to hear that you're not doing well physically. Hope this 'spell' doesn't last long.

Glad a few of us are here and I hope that more folks will find the re-established board, eventually. I gave the URL to the young man I met on Friday and hopefully he'll show up.

I've not made any dramatic strides with getting to know my system, but I am better at predicting what will bring about co-consciousness with Lily and with Em. They're the alters I've gotten to know best over the years, so I concentrate on them. Rosie, the "little" that Lily seems to be linked to surfaced at a channelling session at a local psychic's house a year ago, much to my surprise.

The yearly accessings are still going on. Last one was in August of last year, in L.A. and I wasn't expecting it at all. Lost 2 full hours. But since then, all is quiet, thank heavens. It began right beside Dodger Stadium, where Sue Ford has written about being accessed, but I had this weird inability to remember that. It took me nearly 3 weeks to make the mental connection:o

I still need to read the board and catch up with all of your news--life's been busy lately:p

LilyPat

[Brighid Moon]

Hi all! *HUGS* I was glad to hear from Lilypat that the site was back up again! But is something wrong with it? I can't see Silence's posts, and there's two pages to this thread and I only get one!

I'm free of the Narcissistic Father, now. Whee! Now my worst problem is dealing with a slow dial up (24.4k) which is enough to make me pull my hair out at times! My depression is better, though not cured. Hopefully a move this spring will help that greatly!

I'm so glad to see all of you again! I've missed you all! *HUGS* I hope all of you are doing well, and my best wishes go out to each and every one of you.

[RainyTuesday]

BRIGHID!!!!

So glad 2 see you!! You will have to fill us in about dear ole dad!!!


Glad you're back!!! Gotta lighter?? :rolleyes:


*HUGS**

Rainy

[willa]

ok, i have posts under here as silence, and a couple threads on the boards, but i cant see any of them if im not logged in as silence, and i see now that other people also have not been seeing them

anyway, now since you can probably see me, hi

this site bothers me anyway so i dont want to post here

[Brighid Moon]

I got the lighter, Rainy, but you're gonna have to fight me for it! :p

Silence! Or... Willa... *HUGS* I'm very glad to be able to read your posts again now (I thought -I- was broken!), even if you don't post here (which I understand). I hope you're doing well too.

I don't think I want to talk about my Dad or anything right now, however. Maybe later. Just posted so people don't think I'm ignoring them!

Happy Valentine's Day All!

[Cutter]

Hi Ttroop and Cutter,

I remember Tonya from before the "crash," I'm wondering where Rainy Tuesday and LilyPat are. I'm sorry my 69 year-old brain doesn't recall any other names right now, but I you are important to the group and I hope you all will come back soon and the new members will start a post something.

Tonya I hope you are doing better.

A word of introduction. I support my daughter-in-law (DIL) who has been diagnosed with DID/MPD for six+ years. It would be nice to hear from some of the others who have joined. I may be very undependable about being here for the next few weeks. DIL is a survivor of SRA and October is not the best month in the calendar for her and her system.

Best wishes to everyone.
Mom

Sorry that I'm just now getting to this. :(

I don't spend a lot of time on forums because I tend to get overwhelmed easily. I read a lot more than I post. I have my better days though, and so I pop up every now and again.

Thanks for the hello. :)

[TTroop]

I am here. I check in a few times a week. Been busy with a promotion at work so it's been a while. I have been hospital free for over a year now. Also been at my job ten months. I started as a cashier at Walmart and recently became a Customer Service Manager. I still only do about 20 hours a week, that's all I can handle.

Some days are harder than others but I don't have this disableing depression anymore. I don't wake up every morning wanting to not deal with this anymore and wanting to die.

How are you all doing? I wish this forum would pick up again... but it doesn't seem to be.

Tonya

[LilyPat]

Hi, Tonya:) It's great to hear from you--and what wonderful news:D I remember when my depressions have lifted in the past--it felt so good that I was almost euphoric at first...and then, of course, I was affraid I was bi-polar:rolleyes: Now, down-days are minimal and they don't last long, thank the gods!

I've been *meaning* to check in here a couple of times a week, but Real Life keeps screwing up my resolutions somehow, lately:o It takes an effort to get my OCD to work FOR me instead of against me. But if I can just establish a good habit, it will persist and become 2nd nature. Establishing it is difficult at first.

Brighid is away right now and has been very busy, so she has a good excuse. Me, I've just been stressed and distractable. Gotta work on that.

But it's good to see another familiar "face" back here:D

LilyPat

[Cutter]

I am here. I check in a few times a week. Been busy with a promotion at work so it's been a while. I have been hospital free for over a year now. Also been at my job ten months. I started as a cashier at Walmart and recently became a Customer Service Manager. I still only do about 20 hours a week, that's all I can handle.

Some days are harder than others but I don't have this disableing depression anymore. I don't wake up every morning wanting to not deal with this anymore and wanting to die.

How are you all doing? I wish this forum would pick up again... but it doesn't seem to be.

Tonya

hello :)

I never posted in this forum too much before BT went down. Maybe once or twice, but that's about it. The community seemed pretty well established, and so I just popped in and read every now and again.

In truth, my looking up boards which had users with both MS and DID is what lead me to BT. (*waves to RainyTuesday*)

I'm here every now and again, but I'm having a bit of a rough time with the MS right now, so I'm still pretty scarce. I do wish that I could be more present. I know that it's not comfortable to have strangers around. I wish that I could manage to make myself a little less strange to y'all.

[vulgerlove]

Yeah it's too bad we had to reregister....HELLO...Greetins...Hey Rainy Tuesday...long time...