To: Cathy T. And Stef

[tic chick]

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JOY




HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

jeannie

[stef80]

merry christmas right back at ya....
*cg09*cg12

[CathyT]

Thanks Jeannie!

I'm sorry I just now saw this! I hope you have a great new year too!

[tic chick]

cathy...

how are you doing? have you found the right dosage of your antidepressant and anxiety med to stop those pesky panic attacks? i think about you a lot and wonder how you're doing, because i know how much anxiety can interfere in your life.

stef...

have you ever gotten a definitive answer about your quirky appendix? i hope things are going well for you, too. i know what it's like to be young and battling health probs.

you are both special to me and in my thoughts.

thank you for sharing,
jeannie

[stef80]

well i am hoping to get another ultrasound done soon since my ovary has been acting up so hopefully get the appendix looked at but man my ovary hurts all the time and its horrid when its near my period and with my period so yeah...
i kinda hate that...
and i am sorta in between med changes right now (since when i was on the effexor that i was on for a couple years it suddenly made me crazy like i wanted to kill myself and others type crazy so yeah had to switch to something for sure after that mess)....i am taking cymbalta and i think its good for me (it has calmed me down and i don't want to hurt myself all the time anymore so thats something) but i am still feeling a bit 'crazy' so yeah....i dunno...
and insomnia.....urgh :eek:
i was trying trazodone but it made me have auditory hallucinations real bad and made me have horrid brain zaps so yeah i guess i am just a new kinda crazy with chronic pain....:p:D
i am trying to get on here more n stuff but sometimes i just am not wanting to admit i feel crazy.....
anyway i hope all is ok with you
and hope to get on here more to chat...
take care
*hug*hug

[tic chick]

((((((STEF))))))

it's OKAY to admit you feel crazy!

it does not mean you are crazy!

chronic pain is so hard to deal with. good for you for trying different meds. keep trying them and hope something works better!

i had to put my mom in a nursing home over the christmas holidays, so christmas was a bummer for me. i don't feel like my sis agrees with my decision, but i could not let my mom continue to live like she was. my brother hasn't said much, either, but i think he knows my mom could not be by herself anymore.

so, that's life in the big city, stef...lol.

i hope things get better for you soon!!

remember, you are not crazy!

take care of yourself,
jeannie

[stef80]

i am sorry you had to put your mom into a nursing home but it is the best since then she is cared for properly....
thanks for letting me know i am not crazy ;)
i still do feel crazy but i am also in pain today so i will allow it :p
i will check in later
kinda tuckered
hope your doin ok today
take it easy and take care
*hug*hug*hug