EAE
11-05-2006, 11:03 AM
Hello all,
How good it feels to reconnect with all you who helped me along the way!
It hardly seems possible, but Wednesday of this week it will be two years since my Mother died. I still struggle, but keep trying to put one foot in front of the other and take one day at a time.
I think the seasons changing will always remind me of her last days. When the leaves turn brilliant colors and begin to fall, I know it its time for the anniversary of her death. It is such a beautiful time around here, and I can remember pointing out my dogwood tree to her and telling her how beautiful it was...I would have liked to have had one more Christmas....one more this, and one more that, but she was ready to go.
I rest knowing that she is set free from the beast we all know all too well, and has joined my father in heaven. Somedays I feel like I am an orphan now, but an orphan who got to know both parents well, one who was well loved by both, one who had both into her late 50's, so I am indeed lucky.
I hope you alll are well, and think of you often...May the week ahead be gentle to you all.
Love, Beth
How good it feels to reconnect with all you who helped me along the way!
It hardly seems possible, but Wednesday of this week it will be two years since my Mother died. I still struggle, but keep trying to put one foot in front of the other and take one day at a time.
I think the seasons changing will always remind me of her last days. When the leaves turn brilliant colors and begin to fall, I know it its time for the anniversary of her death. It is such a beautiful time around here, and I can remember pointing out my dogwood tree to her and telling her how beautiful it was...I would have liked to have had one more Christmas....one more this, and one more that, but she was ready to go.
I rest knowing that she is set free from the beast we all know all too well, and has joined my father in heaven. Somedays I feel like I am an orphan now, but an orphan who got to know both parents well, one who was well loved by both, one who had both into her late 50's, so I am indeed lucky.
I hope you alll are well, and think of you often...May the week ahead be gentle to you all.
Love, Beth