three years without Carlie Jae

[momof4everangelcarliejae]

hello, i sat around yesterday with my husband pacing the empty hallways of our home. No calls remembering Carlie, of those who could remember her and knew her .We went to to her grave and brought a nice rose. Her sounds are fading in my head. We silently looked at her photos while listening to the CD that used to soothe our Carlie thru the night-time.

I am working on her story for a possible book. It is hard to describe the pain I feel looking after a child and then not having that very important role any more.

perhaps by providing my voice about losing Carlie and having her die in the way she did I can explain that death last longer than a day.

a little bead of hope is that we are getting ready to try again for another little girl

Robyn

[Mangosmom]

{{{{{{Hugs Robyn}}}}}} I understand completely how you feel and feel that same hurt. I will be praying that things go well and that you get the answer you want soon. Im sure it wont take away the hurt, but it would at least give you that "something" to live for and focus that energy on. May God bless you with a new little bundle soon and give those empty arms another love to hold on to.

Remembering our angels...

Carrie.

[hereandnow]

Robyn I checked in to see if you had posted as I knew that Carlie Jae had left you in the spring. Hugs to you ((((Robyn)))). I think that the book is a wonderful idea. I will watch with ionterest to see what happens and also if there is any news about a new baby.