help me

[Kashis]

Help me for I am in fear to terrified to call someone to tired to care

Help me for I am in fear so fed up but getting help I don't dare

what will they think what will they say when I start telling them about my day

Help me for I am in fear I don't want to reach out I don't dare
Help me hear me cry reach inside and see why
Help me for I am in fear I stay silent stuck in here
Help me for I am scarred to say anything I just don't care
Help me for I feel alone can I trust you or you will own my thoughts
Help me Help me for I am lost

Help me and understand why I feel this way ENOUGH IS ENOUGH GET ME OUT OF THIS PLACE

Help me clear my fears that are still left in my mind after all these years
Help me just listen don't judge me today let me know its over now and I will be ok

Help me understand why im still here why i wasn't taken when thrown down them stairs

Help me help me I am on my knees its been a few years help me please
Help me help me understand why i lived so long in this circumstance

Help me Help me now that I am free to free all the hurt left inside of me

Help Help me feel whole and release the pain inside of me

Help me help me to escape guide me follow me and hold me tight

help me help me find the answers I need I beg of you help me I am so in need

Help me Help me make the war go away end the battle help me get freed today

Help me Help me become a survivor stop the victum I am alive now

Help me Help me get away Help me Help me I DO PRAY

make it stop and go away Help me Help me leave today

Help me help me to be strong

help me understand I did no wrong

Help me help me to stay away help me help me live my way

Help me help me to stay sain I can't take whats going on in my brain

Help me help me I want to be free Help me help me take control of me

[blossom4th]

Good poem,Krissi! It's hard sometimes to collect one's thoughts due to all the confusion,abuse,humiliation and simply being worn out from it all! It takes courage to finally tell someone about the abuse....but as we've discussed,there is that trust issue which must be overcome first! I remember shortly after I left my husband,I was listening to the radio one day while cleaning house,and heard the song,"Me and Emily" by Rachel Procter (Country).She co-wrote the song with a guy.She never suffered abuse,but the song is about a young mother leaving an abusive relationship,and she was practically penniless;but she was determined that she wasn't going to bring her little girl up in that environment.The song was sung with such heartfelt feeling that it brought tears to my eyes every time I heard it and it helped my heart in the healing process.

[Kashis]

I just needed to find the right words to try and help those understand abuse and help others understand that were here and we know there not alone both poems I was was actually laying down taking a nap as I am not well not seeing well either but had to get up and write them

I like the song independence day but I will look that one up too
I just hope this helps shed some light on things for others

[blossom4th]

Krissi,
I've always liked the song "Independence Day" too....I could understand the feelings of hopelessness the mother felt in the song;but I always hated the solution she found to end her abuse! It saddened me to think of her losing her life and the girl losing her mother and having to be put in a home.I think the reason I liked the song mostly is because Martina McBride sang it...I love her voice!

[JAVISI]

Krissi and Blossom,
I love the song too! It gives me a feeling of inpowerment!I can relate to every word that you posted! But we can band togeather and hold eachother up when we are down! That is what friends are for!;) . I hope for true inner peace to all of use!:) . I know that in my heart that it someday will come. If we can open up and purge ourselves from the abuse! I know that it is hard but I am here to help you!

Hold on better days are ahead! I listen to the song "Dream Big" to start my day off It is sung by; Ryan Shupe and the Rubberband. It helps me to feel my own strenght and start out my day on a positive note. I love the song and feel like it was written for me, to help me to heal!

People can take amny things away from us but no one can take away our hopes and Dreams! Still "Dreaming Big, as Big as the Ocean Blue!"

Hang in there, Hugs, Javisi:)