It isn't neurological, but...

[Ingwaz]

I know some of you worry about me because I don't come into the chats alot, and so much has happened so far in my life. My mom is undergoing chemo for breastcancer, which has put a strain on my internet goings' on.

Anyways....Juan and I broke up a while ago. I don't know if I put anything up in this forum about him...we're still really good friends, and it was mutual; he's just really super busy in life and it wasn't fair to either of us...


but that doesn't mean don't hurt. : (

[Ingwaz]

“his”

time
crawls over me, and
i am aware of
how much it hurts.

his
brown eyes,
closed to me,
open: smiling eyes

encompass
everything

except me.


there was a time
i was his queen;

Now i am a
beggar,
wonton and lonely

and regretful.

[Lara]

*hug

I've missed seeing you around. I figured that your Mum must have been undergoing treatment by now and that you would have been busy and worried and most likely scared. I'm very sorry that you've broken up with your boyfriend. You take care of yourself there and remember, if you need to talk but only have a few minutes, just write a quick PM or message on the boards.

Thinking of you!

[az1]

I'll keep you and your mom in my prayers.I haven't stopped in the forum for ages.It was good to read your words.Take care and be strong aztec