Where are you, friends?

[Pamster]

I'm missing my chat buddies, I'm in the chatroom right now and hoping some of you will see me there and think about coming in and joining me. We used to have such good times. I remember chatting with you fondly. Let's breathe some life into this flashchat again what do you say? ;)

[lor]

pamster, I was just there & your name is there but it says (away). :( I wanna talk. It's 4 days after this post was started.

[Pamster]

I'll be around more now lor, so hang in there we'll get to chat again just like old times soon. Have a great night I am heading off to bed. Thanks for posting and for coming back to chat. :D

[JAVISI]

Pam,
I have posted to you many times. I hope things are still going well with your C-PAP! I have been ill for almost a month, fighting pneumonia so I haven't had the energy to post. I wanted to get on line today because I am going to see my pulmonologist. I am anticipating another hospital stay.

Tell me how you are doing, if I am not in the hospital, I will post again tomarrow!

Dreaming Big and Reaching for the Stars! Javisi;)

[Pamster]

Oh Javisi I am so sorry to hear you're still sick, you were sick the last time we'd talked. And unable to use the cpap, I take it you're still not sleeping well huh? I went about a month without using my machine because I had such nasal congestion and an ear infection. But it's over now and I am back to using it again. Feeling much better. I hope you get better soon Javisi, hang in there, you can beat that pneumonia! :D

[JAVISI]

Pam,
Thank you for the support! I have such mixed and sad feelings today. I seen my Pulmonologist yesterday. I had blood in my sputum. So many tests were ran but the scariest is the fact that they found a nodule in my lung!!

She told me that it is small and not to worry about it for now but I can't get the thought out of my mind! I am so worried that it is cancerous. Or that I will get more and have even a harder time breathing.

I am awaiting a call from her today to find out the rest of my test results. Last night I dropped from exhaustion. I have been so tired. I feel so much better when I can use my C-PAP but right now it causes me to cough.

I have been off line so much due to being too sick and exhausted, and just not feeling up to getting on line but I force myself every once in a while to check up on my friends and let them know that I haven't forgotten them!

Still Dreaming and Reaching for the Stars, Love Javi;)

[Pamster]

Oh boy, I hope they find it's benign and can tell you soon. It's really scary to think you have a nodule like that Javisi, I am sorry you're suffering still...I tried to use my machine last night but I kept waking up. I hope that you get better soon. Being so sick is hard on you. We're here for you though Javisi, so hang in there! :D

[clouds z]

hello

im somewhere

[Pamster]

Nice to see you clouds z, you shoudl come chat sometime. :D