Tuesday

[houghchrst]

yeah I know I haven't posted in a while. Dealing with some stuff here at home and trying not to dip into my meds for depression and BP too much so I just have been staying away. Guess that is the wrong thing to do but this is not the place for the mental problems that I have. I post in other places on the site. Yeah, feel free to ask if it makes you feel better. From what I can tell by this particular site there are no addicts. Somebody reads the posts but never responds. Just because I am clean and sober doesn't mean I don't deal with the behaviors that contribute to my being an addict. I was just hoping that I could maybe pass on some advice and help someone. According to my therapist it would be good for me.

[jemma3]

Hi,
Well, I am an addict. You could definetly help me as you have already in increasing my awareness of my behaviour and deciding to avoid friends more than usual that I know will influence me which is how my whole problem started.
I found an escape and wish I had not. Thanks for wanting to help someone as I am the type who helps and is often too afraid to ask others so its nice to hear,
Jem:)

[houghchrst]

Hi jemma, I am glad to hear from you as I think of you often and wonder how you are doing. I hope you are well. How are things going? I would like to keep up and am happy that you check in here once in a while. Let me know how you are doing and thanks for letting me know that I am doing some good for someone. From the looks of this site you would think that there are no addicts except for us. LOL. I guess maybe there is that bit of shame and denial that may keep many from coming here not to mention our paranoia when we are in the midst of our addiction. Big hug and don't be afraid or ashamed to ask me anything. Even if it just to be nosy about me or vent about things in your life. I am here and check in everyday even if I don't post.

{{{{{{{{{{{jemma3}}}}}}}}}}} hugs